The loss of something specialI feel like I was robbed. Though in truth I gave it away. Generosity taken for granted, anger and rage underestimated. And I'm left with clenched fists and teeth.The loss of something special
Bone grindingly red, obscuringly dark. With nothing more to show for it then a few more tears.
I can't see a way out. No way out. No way. No. No way. No way out.
And I ask the Lord. No, I beg. Please, Please, please. Heal this blindness, this hole that exists. Filled with rage and spite that I can't manage. I can only bury, hold it in. My responsibility.
The only thing I h
A beautiful mistakeI can't help it I can't force it, I can't help it. It just keeps hurting and tearing, burning and glaring no matter where I am or what I do, I just can't stop thinking of you of what you said and how you did, these are things I'll never forgetA beautiful mistake
No matter how much I try, no matter how high my heart just can't seem to get a grip, fighting here for a chance not to slip instead of falling and failing, I'm drinking and bailing I never felt better, I never felt worse, lifes beautiful curse
sitting here bleeding, red running without meaning i dont want to feel like this anymore, I wa
Liqour plus emotion equals badI stand here staring, staring in the mirror, bottle in hand, drunk again, and I'm looking, for anything, something. Whatever it was that you found wrong. Unacceptably, unreasonably, undeniably unworthy.Liqour plus emotion equals bad
And as I see the cracks in myself I wonder, was it all worth it, in the the end? Did you find some cruel satisfaction in the pain?
And I have to ask who am I talking to. Am I talking to you, or to myself. I'm watching the past replay itself in my head, and I find myself fighting tears once more
The liquor isn't working, as I take another swig, no
MercyLord, wrap your arms around me, I'm sad and I hurt. Lord fix me, I'm broken and alone. Lord, cradle me in your arms, I can't go any further Lord, so many friends at your side, I don't understand right now why. Lord, forgive me my sins, and my questoning, I'm only mortal, and I don't know why.Mercy
Alice in WonderlandWinds howl their greetings As I crawl out of my bed Hushed whispers turn to screaming Creating chaos in my head I tumbled down the rabbit hole Into this empty space I cannot stand the feeling Of the pain I can't eraseAlice in Wonderland
My nightmares are so frequent That they are only dreams Yet crawling up my blood-red throat Are tormented screams The darkness of my mind Is what pushes you away But if you ever leave me I will not last another day
I am little Alice The one they never found The one who fell down the rabbit hole And stay
freezer space 226Across my thigh today, I scrawled a word. In pink marker, A four-letter word.freezer space 226
Early today was found, An unidentified victim, A brunette teenage female, A suspected case of suicide.
No cause of death apparent, No exit wounds or bullet holes, No slash\'n\'dash or hit and run, Requires further examination.
They pulled away her clothes, And off white undergarments. They opened up her stomach, And examined what lay within.
They weighed and measured . They drew blood and tested. Trying to unravel the mysteries of,
and there are dreamsand there are dreamsand there are dreams
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The scent of rain in fading twilight and later yellow moon in purple cloud remind me of
secret, precious, unspoken thoughts
And pale-veined leaves edged with dew new-made in the white-hued dawn tell me that last night\'s pain is unassuaged; and the morning sky is still tear-stained.
Can you prove to me
that love exists? tell me
that \'forever\' and \'only\' will be truth for me? and write those words
on white rose-petals show m
fear is freezing
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~kait-sith || ~ewhaz
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Angels fall first.
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I am the porn virus
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Ashley Fippinger
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~*She has this gaze of unflappable superiority that stems from total detachment and disinterest--not unlike how you're looking at me now.*~
I've joined the °jark
You didn't see this link. It's very important.
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Am I the star beneath the stairs?
Am I a ghost upon the stage?
Am I your anything?
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~*She has this gaze of unflappable superiority that stems from total detachment and disinterest--not unlike how you're looking at me now.*~
I've joined the °jark
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Am I the star beneath the stairs?
Am I a ghost upon the stage?
Am I your anything?
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